My.Name.Lynette

Untitled eh.

2009-09-12T19:40:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do. I'm so stressed out.
Seems like everything is trying to suffocate me.

God please help me..

A dedication to the 'rawr and miao' team. ;)

2009-07-04T09:02:00.003+08:00

4th July 2009

Balance is something I'm craving this year.

The drama team this is year is nothing but a MIRACLE.

At first, we lost all our professional casts excluding Kimberly. ( Sarah-June, Dean, Michelle and Charlene.)

We were lost.

Then towards the end of the 2008, Ms Lydia moved to Kuching.

We were heartbroken.

When drama just started, Ms Tiong was ordered to another school in a week's time.

Our hopes just crushed like THAT.

When Ms Tiong walked out of the hall during her very last day at CH, the light of hope turned dimmer and dimmer and dimmer...

Kimberly cried. I could feel her pain.

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Despite these unforseen circumstances,
we knew we couldn't let this team to die in this school.

Together, two of us and joined by Kurt spared our time.
We decided to start this new team with a humble beginning.

Of course, this drama would not have succeeded if it weren't for the extra hands of our drama seniors. They helped the Form5s' cleared the fogs so that we would be less burdened.

Our new drama teachers are AMAZING too. Sometimes I wonder whether we are a type of unwanted stress to them. But still, they did their very best to make sure we present the best of us on stage.

Athirah and Cindy were called in the team and exempted from audition. We wanted them to show their maturity and commitment in work to the juniors. I hope the juniors learnt something from them.

Ing Tze.
I remembered I hated her during the 1st year in drama. =p ( WALAUWEH. SHE WAS SERIUOSLY DAMN STUBBORN AND ANNOYING.)
But, Jill and our ex drama teachers kept reminding us to give her chances.
We gave her uncountable chances by the years until I want to puke.
Now, I can finally see her shine.
I hope she continues learning from mistakes and start shining like a leader instead of like a member.
=D

Drama Juniors. (Those from 2008/2009)
I dare to say this, you guys are WAY talented than me.
But there is still one more thing lacking in all of you, which is TRUST.
I have doubts in trusting you guys because you have not tried your best YET.
Not just trying your best in acting, but in everything that is going to related to the team.
Be more responsible, more alert.
You guys have more energy compared to us old folks, so use them wisely.
Be independent. Don't just sit there and have fun. Do something without being told or sometimes being scolded.
Nevertheless, you guys have proven some qualities in you during the interschool competition which amazed me.

OHMG. The drama stress this year is crazy, the worst stress I have ever faced in my entire life.
Imagine I can just walk into Bistro, sit down, and straightaway cry. The tauke, waiter and waitressed looked at me with the "WTF" look.

And also, you'll usually only want to cry few minutes before announcement of result. But, I already wanted to cry few HOURS before result was announced. I was already teary and I told myself, " SHIT LA YOU LYNETTE. Cry at this hour?! People will think you're crazy." So, I tahan until few minutes before result announced.
And yes, I turned sissy that time cause I cried like an Ajumma. lmao.

Actually, I don't care anymore if any team know what are we up to this year, so I don't mind posting the team's picture up.
If anyone else is going do it like the other team, I really have no words to say lor.

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Alright, enough of Lynette's shit.

I am extremely satisfied with this year's team as long as we keep on improving in all aspects. So keep loving each other!

The 18th year old post

2009-04-25T13:40:00.002+08:00

25th April 2009

I have no freakin' idea on what tittle to post cause I just want to throw all sorts of topic together, again. This show that how disorganized I am. T.T

I wish time can just slow down like the effects of slowing down they use everytime in a action movie. Haha.
I just want to stare at the ceiling with my mouth half-opened the whole day, doing nothing. That's how retarded I am. I did that during accounts lesson, but I didnt open my mouth lar.

Pn Shiao: Lynette tolong tulis baki ke bla bla bla....

Lynette: (Realizes) Huh? What?! What teacher? Can you repeat again? ( total blankness)

Pn Shiao: =.= Tulis baki.

Lynette: ( Even more blurness) What? What's that?!

And Reyna laughed at me, Pn Shiao saw her and instantly asked her to do another question. And everyone laughed at Reyna.

Let's go to the Reyna topic -

She told me she earned RM2000 in 2 hours. I was like ' OHMG. How you do it?!'
Found out that she swam in the sea for two hours during a sth competition and got 2nd plc. That's how the money went into her pocket.
I also want to be a swimmer!!!!!!! But I don't even know how to float on water haha.

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My 3rd driving lesson.

Instructor: Let's go to the real road.
Me: (O.O)!!!!!!!!

Sooo, off i went.

When we went back,

Instructor: Fun right?
Me: (O.O)!!!!! No....
Instructor: Why?
Me: Too scared to die.
Instructor: (Laughs)

Chinese has become my second language now, so whenever someone speaks chinese to me, I need to tapis it into English 1st then I will understand. So when the instuctor asked me to release the brake, I kept on pressing the brake. He was like, " I asked you to release!" So I answered, " (oh crap) Erm... (Inserts awkward laugh) I thought you asked me press the brake.."

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I had a dream~~~~~

I had a dream last night.
I dreamt that Changmin from DBSK was my 2nd eldest brother.

When I woke up,
I was thinking, " If only Changmin is really my brother! Wouldn't that be perfect?"

All my girl friends would be saying this to me, " OHMG!! (blushes) Your brother IS SOOOO HOTTTT "

The I'll answer back, " (Flips Hair) Of course."

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If this isn't random, I don't know what to say.

We went to Kevjumba's youtube channel during Physics lesson.

All the girls in my class who know him were all spazzing how cute he is.
Girls will always be girls, heh.

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What is crush?
How do you know that is your crush?
Is it just by the looks or what?

Tell me!!!!
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I miss myself acting as "BoA" and Kurt acting as an interviewer during the English impromptu oral.

Kurt: So what do u think about your performance with DBSK?

Me: Hmmph.. Well, they are just a bunch of amateurs....

Kurt: What's your opinion on reaching 1 millions sales on your album?

Me: Well, I kinda expected that.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think my class hates me from that day onwards.

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English Drama

Though I'm Form5 this year, but I can't leave them. So I'm still joining this year. WIth two of our significant figures gone this year, we have nothing but just to move forward.

2006- I don't want to emperor
2007- A tale of Nalepura
2008- Yeo's retirement
2009- Lynette is so perfect

Haha. So vain. If any of you want to help us out, but you must be from Chung Hua. Go 5s2 CARI SAYA.

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I should like people calling me religious.

I want to go to heaven bah.
Calling me religious just gives me confirmation that I'm going to heaven. =)

Smaller but better

2009-04-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

13th April 2009

All it matters --- time.

The soul inside is twitching. Crawling, lost in the midst of the cushioned intestines.

All it needs --- time.

It will prevail.

Singapore/Kuala Lumpur Speatures

2009-03-23T19:45:00.007+08:00

23rd March 2009

Well, mostly Singapore pictures.
Had to walk from morning until late at night in order just to cover the Merlion's land in 4 days 3 nights.

Again, speature means Speak + Picture.
Therefore, let the pictures speak for themselves. Though I find a lot of them quite pointless. Swt.

Cable car from Sentosa Island

Walking on the way to Orchard.

Window view from Concorde Inn KLIA.

Flamingos.

Bridge view.

Sentosa...

Night SahhhhhhhhhhhhFARIIIIIIIIII

It shines.... Oh... It SHINES...

You'll end up like this if you walk the whole day in flip flops. =O

CHINATOWN<<<<

CHINATOWN AGAIN...::<><><><

Sentosa

Changi airport.

Zoo

Done!
I didn't have the energy to focus the place cause I was just doing non-stop walking.
Tehee. Bye bye.

It is about time a penguin to fly.

2009-03-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

10th March 2009

I've lost the soul of studying. I don't get nervous anymore. Well, maybe when I get my crappy results then I'll panic, then people will start looking down on me. That's when they think they are clever in their world.

I can't wait to get out of High School. I feel like an outcast day by day. Six years in a conservative Chinese School is not a suitable habitat for an emo looking person like, me.

I realised that I have a 4-dimensional character. But since I have a really pathetic face, I often look emo. I tend to have more topics to talk to myself than to talk to people. I'm sure heaven will be an awesome place for me as I just need to worship God everyday without thinking, " Er... What should I say?"

And again, the more I think, the more I despise the the piece of land I'm studying in now. Everything just doesn't make sense to me.

I hate people who conclude theories/statements/facts when all they know is base of the very base to think they are have the ability to think.

They are blinded by the truth that even a one-day old Isaac Newton is way cleverer than their brains. This why investigators, scientists, forensic blahs come in. This is for them to conclude those things. As for us, the rakyat jelata, should just shut up and watch. But don't shut too much like I do, or else you'll end up like me, "Er... What should I say?"

Lynette's Entertainment News
I can't wait to get BoA's 'Look Who's talking' digital version when her album is out in the world market! (17th March 2009)
I hope they have it in Singapore cause I'll be over there. ( imagine the sakai-ness)

BoA's really busy these days. Flying from US to Japan, Japan to US for numerous times in just a matter of a month! Imagine the jetlag she's enduring!

I've been playing wii these days. Okami is really giving me a hard time! It's an adventure wii game. I've been playing it for 14 hours now, but I'm now only at the 45th video out of the 161 videos that one person recorded in youtube! I really want to finish off this game fast!!!!

Enquiry: Is it possible for me to take arts based degree if I do not take Seni for SPM (I'm a full science student)? For instace, digital design, media..... Can? I may not take those as my major degree, but I will take them later in life cause they are part of my life goals.

Solution

2009-02-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

25th February 2008

This thought has nothing to do with with any of my recent events.

I don't believe in friends. I only believe in friend. Friends only exist in times of happiness. I just think it's true.

In My Dream

2009-02-19T18:01:00.002+08:00

19th February 2009

There will be lots on random things in this blog this year cause I'm on meditation.

Sometimes I wish I'm a spoiled rich kid. Sometimes I wish I'm a bimbo.

I broke my own rule

2009-02-08T21:54:00.004+08:00

8th January 2009

It's practically impossible to go online for 30 minutes perday only!!!!!

S!ao can?!

Drama website is up. You can get lots of secret plans from us there.

http://chdrama.piczo.com

If you lazy go,
here's the website header ( the only thing I'm proud of from the shitty web.)

Sememangnya, I sound so boring today.

Walaubagaimanapun/ Sememangnya/ Tambahan pula/

2009-02-07T17:18:00.002+08:00

7th January 2009

Although it has already been a " Last Year's" thing.

But I still cannot keep my mouth shut. T___T

The pain is unbearable. Aku boleh terasa nafasku hampir tersesak.

Anyways, Here's what I want to say:

Although we sucked that time. I still bu shuang cause you guys suck more.
Wohoo!

Nafasku tidak terasa sesak anymore.

5th day. Not dead.

2009-01-30T20:26:00.003+08:00

30th January 2009

I think I will be hated by people this year.

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I love you BoA. Yes, I really do. I wish I have a Unni like you, a unni who is shorter than me..rofl.. ( just kidding.)
I'm in love with your hardwork, although you're so bloody rich liao, still work like a madcow. I hope you don't get too tired hor.

I hope you can come to Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia, South East Asia, Asia, Earth to see me. +.+

OMFish.
I MADLY want BoA's English Album cd+2dvd version!!! IF ANYONE COULD GET ME THIS!! IT WILL BE IN STORES ON THE 17th OF MARCH!!!
(faints)

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I rarely post pictures up cause I still wish I have a dslr. It's useless for me to tell the family cause they'll only understand their own things.
BUT.
It's just the matter of time. I'll get it even without their help.
1 year, 5 years, 10 years, 20 years... I don't know, but I'll have it.

Go away you 5mp digital camera. Saya tidak suka kamu.

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A philosophy I admire:
Trying your best is not good enough. In short, it's useless.
What's usefull is being the best or good at it.

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I'm a God's kid. I'm Jesus's friend.
Which is why I don't use foul language even if I'm at the top of my marah-ness.
But I can't stop people from using foul language or using 'read between the lines' finger, cause they don't know the privilege of being God's kid and Jesus's friend yet.

Still. I have sins too. Trying my best is not enough, again.
We can't blame Adam and Eve, people! Cause they are part of us, we are part of them.

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I wonder if the real Zhu Ge Liang is really as good looking as the movie version's of Zhu Ge Liang.

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I'm out of words.
I've lost interest in boybands. Bad news, for a girl.
I'm so common! Why am I blogging?!!!!?!?!?!??!!!!!!!! So confusing!!!

My white blood cells are on vacation.

2009-01-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

10th January 2009

Since last two weeks.

Got fever and pain in the throat.
For many many many many many many tehee days.

Recovered.

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Then.
2nd day of school.
Got headache. And nausea.
End up throwing up at school toilet.

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Yesterday.
Flu and sore throat.

Not yet cured.

How come?!

Aside: I'm not complaining. I just find it LoL-able.

Feel like crying can?!

2009-01-07T19:33:00.001+08:00

7th January 2009

School's like shit. Lesson's like shit. Teachers are too good like shit. Stress like shit. Homework like shit.

No time blogging like shit.

Have to discipline myself from not using internet for more than 30 minutes. Shit.

I hate teachers giving questions on the spot because I'm stupid like shit.

School lessons are until afternoon everyday except for Friday. No AC makes time pass so slow in class like shit again.

Signing off,
Lynette the shit.

Tehee! New Year! Tehee!

2008-12-31T20:50:00.001+08:00

31st December 2008

Sorry tired and busy being myself. So lazy write anything.
God bless!

Tehee!!

China! Here I am!

2008-12-29T11:48:00.009+08:00

29th December 2008

Before that, let me tell this blog something.
I was admitted into Columbia Asia for 1 night during the 27th. I had this heart attack thing, not heart attack, but my heart beats extremely fast kind of thing.

Normal heart rate is 60-80, and mine was between 170-190.
And doctor gave me injection, twice, cause the first one did not successfully slow down my heartbeat. The second shot slowed down my heart to 40 and back to normal.

Mr Doctor said my heart has a short circuit. It can happen anytime, the unusually fast heartbeat thing.
I hope this short circuit does not happen when I have something rushing to do, cause my heart will feel like a huge needle punching through my heart non-stop.

I don't know why but I thank God for making me feel special although I'm extremely common.

Above: This is Girls' Generation (Kpop)'s teaser photo for their upcoming album in January. Check out their pants! Does this means low-cut pants are starting to become yesterday's news?

This one is related to my blog post tittle:
I wanted to do this during June but no time. And I saw Gospel church doing Jesus's birth during christmas by taking photos of their own people and putting it in a fake picture.

The day I was admitted into Columbia, I had the laptop, so I just play lo.....
Before:

After:

Before:

After:

Not great but still....

New hair hair. HAIR.

2008-12-23T16:32:00.005+08:00

23rd December 2008

I had my first Chinese bimbo straight front hair style few months ago.
My friends told me I looked different, even those I'm not close with.
Different in a good way they say.

Few months later, I trimmed my front hair into cincai front hair.

I remembered Yee Ling said this:
Yee Ling: Woi! Why you change your hair?! You looked better with your kayan hair la!

So, to my dearest Yee Ling, your wish is granted.

Thanks to easy-editing software, photoscape for making me so fair. ROFL.

Aside: I suddenly miss the feeling of over worrying the musical drama and staying whole day from morning until late at night at gcm. There are few people who say the drama is great, but I have doubts trusting you people's praise. I still think I suck at acting that day and the drama is lame ( but 300% better than the rehearsals). Please Ms Jennie, no more musicals!!

GCM Christmas Musical Night

2008-12-22T09:32:00.006+08:00

22nd December 2008

( Non related picture. )

More than 1 month ago, I got a sms from Kimberly saying whether I am interested in making a christmas drama at gcm.

A christmas drama? 1st non-competition performance by Kua Meh Productions?
Yes! Why not?
Without hesitation, I agreed.

So, we went to meet Ms Jennie, the chairlady.
Ms Jennie: So you guys are here for the musical drama, right?

I paused for a while.
And got my mind thinking, " What?! Musical drama? Not drama only meh?! Musical?! Siao can?! How on earth, mars and pluto are we gonna sing?!

It's rude to reject the deal since we already agreed to do. So, I was like, " Whatever lah. Just hit it."

I took the 1st decision, which is to record the whole play since we had to practically sing.

This is the toughest drama I've ever done because this is done during hols and this is a voluntary work. I know very well that, if this was a competition performance and we get recognition, everyone would have put more 300% effort to go for practices. It's saddening, but it's reality.

Kimberly, whom I relied all these while, had to go the KK on the actual day and her mama has been weird on her for not letting her out when she was in Miri.

We had hard time finding people. But people started showing up towards the end.

I was like, in my mind, " Don't you know how serious this is? We are most probably gonna suck badly with the whole singing thing. And you guys still can joke around?"

Let's skip to the rehearsals part!
Oh before that, we had one outsider volunteer in our group, Carolyn from SMK St Co. All the other are us, the Chung Hua English Drama Team and Chung Hua friends.

The rehearsal was HORRIBLE. Totally lama lame. I could feel so many pieces of shit on stage. The 1st song recorded had wrong timing with the instrumental and the voice. So Kurt just jammed and stared at me.
If you were there, you'll know how much it shit-ed. The people and parents were giving us the ' You guys are putting up that play tomorrow?!' look.

So, Michelle, Charlene, Dang, Kurt and I made a decision by cutting Scene 2.

On the actual day, without any actual rehearsal, we pulled it through, somehow. It may not be great, but at least it was not lama lame like the other day.

I had my freak makeup on at the conference room and it was hard to give serious instructions to the drama freaks. They all ended up laughing at every of my sentence.
Me: Guys. This time I'm really serious.
Them: ROFL.....
Me: Wt-fish.

I didnt bring my camera to snap pictures cause I had the drama to focus.
I'm still waiting for the photographer to pass me to pictures so that I can post them up.

Ah. Btw I'm a fairy in the drama.

TO ALL THE PEOPLE/THINGS WHO HELPED IN THE DRAMA. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! KAMSHAHAMNIDA!!!

Ah! Gah! Ish!!

2008-12-18T17:56:00.002+08:00

18th December 2008

Stop Being Gay!!!!

That's all I want to say.
I think I need new friends.

If I were a normal teenager

2008-12-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

12th December 2008

I would have complained that I don't have enough freedom.

I would have compared the number of cute clothes the other girls have.

I would have blamed Him for not creating me to look like red carpet stars.

I would have complained for not having the amount of pocket money average teenagers get nowadays.

I would have not appreciate this home which is occupies too many people.

I would have scolded people who are under me just to release my anger and dissapointment.

I would have blamed my mum for not bringing me to travel with her everytime.

I would have always blamed my parents for not giving me a life like any of my other friends.

I would have cared too much about people's appreciation towards me.

I would have been fussy about every single little thing.

I would be saying " My life sucks!!" in every blog post.

I would be too sensitive about people miss judging me.

I would be always bothering my mama for letting me follow the latest hairstyles.

I would be dying from headache from choosing what clothes I should wear everyday.

I would have lost my identity so that I could be/act like people I admire.

I would have commited suicide few years ago.

There are many more ' I would have'..

I am nothing. Something worth nothing.
All I want is a bed to sleep, 3 meals a day, clothes to keep me warm, and a heart warming home. Oh! Not to forget, my family to live healthily and happily, to get what they deserved, I do not want their efforts wasted.

Hope is to keep me going.

LynetteA.

Tell me whether I should laugh or not.

2008-12-08T15:48:00.003+08:00

8th December 2008

I went to Lambir just now.
Too excited, so I jumped into the extremely cold, yes I mean veli veli cold water at the waterfall for at least 10 minutes. I rose up, touched my pocket, felt a rectangular solid in it.

It ish my phone. Soaked in natural water for at least 10 minutes due to my Sakai-ness.

Tell me this, should I laugh or not?

Typical Life

2008-12-06T15:09:00.002+08:00

6th December 2008

Just tasting abit of Xiaxue's photoshop buzz.
Before:

After:

Apu!! AirAsia please pick up your phone la!!!! I typed my mum's IC number wrong, now she's 86 years old. I don't know I should laugh or not.

Happy and not so happy.

2008-12-03T09:54:00.003+08:00

3rd December 2008

Since this is holiday, I've only been drooling over BoA and her cute English.
I watched her English ( She speaks ENGLISH!!!) interview yesterday, homg.. so cute..

She was showing the camera about the stuffs in her bag -

BoA: This is my phone.. Nobody calls me.. ..Alright.. whatever ( so cute!).. *Screams* I HAVE THREE MISS CALLS!!..This is my purse but I hardly use it because always my manager pays for me. (LoLs?) *opens purse* I have only one dollar and a credit card!! OMG!!! .. whatever..

Her English is quite draggy but so cute, whenever people say 'whatever' it usually sounds very proud but somehow the way she says it is so cute~ I want to pinch her face even though she's older than me.. ROFL...

And oh. I saw Debbie's Prom's Pictures which reminded me how interesting and attractive pictures can be. So I'm going to start taking pictures again, starting from today. Hehe.

The musical drama is giving me a hard time. Sien. May God bless this drama please. I pray that this will not be a let down.

This is starting to sound like a diary or journal.
I haven't been photoshopping for a while too.

MeMe Update

2008-11-26T11:23:00.002+08:00

26th November 2008

Alright. Maybe I'll just update a little about this holiday.

1st
I helped Kimberly in her youth activity, along with Kurt. We had to organise disgusting games for her youth at Tanjung Lobang. Nothing much actually, just that Kurt and I found out that Chinese Christian Youths are rather different than Banana Christian Youths. And it's hard for me to fit in. But that doesn't mean I wasn't experiencing any fun though. ^^
Too bad, I had my auntie visiting me at Tanjung Lobang which made me unable to play in the water for the 3rd continuous time.

It's quite hard for me to really fit in my Church youth too.
Let's see... I'm a quite banana, but not too banana also. I like to speak Chinese. However, I hardly listen to Chinese songs. I only listen to English songs sometimes. My main source is Kpop which means Korean pop. I love love love Korean Variety shows~! They're all so naturally silly and funny. American shows are entertaining, but the contents they are showing are unhealthy to human brain. Taiwan chinese shows are well, at 1st entertaining, but it gets faker each time cause it's like they are forcing themselves to entertain people.

So hard to find friends for a person like me. And people always think I'm a cold person before they even know me. Grr.

2nd
Chung Hua English Drama for the 1st time ever, is going to perform a Musical Christmas Drama at gcm on the 20th December 2008. Don't want to say too much about this topic yet.

3rd
How does it feels when you found out someone you care and look up to for so many years, and he/she smokes?
I'm really lost

Once in a green moon

2008-11-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

13th November 2008

I will not be updating. There's no excitement during this holiday. Even if I have personal thoughts, I will only share it with God.

Maybe I'll update, but only once in a green moon.

Tehee.

( Maybe I'll spill something very "tak tau muka" out about some shameless people someday, if I'm too bored, and start a war again! )

B.T.W.
When I blog, I do scan through all the things that I will be posting. For all the things I've posted here ( including the ones I've reluctantly deleted ), I'm VERY sure I wouldn't be jailed for those.

2nd point - I love having readers. But I would greatly appreciate if you leave your email/website/blog behind. Esp for those readers who disagree with my post. That might not put you in jail, but that just proves that you are worse than all the chihuahuas in the world. Don't fake it, I dislike fake people. I wouldn't hate you, cause you have no right to be hated by me.

Or should I call you a chicken?

It's holiday? Holiday it is.

2008-11-10T16:19:00.002+08:00

10th November 2008

If I didn't take transition class, I would have to sit for SPM tomorrow.

All my science subjects are still in a mess. One more year to go.

Joe Jonas is my pet. I have proof.

2008-11-01T18:56:00.003+08:00

01 November 2008

True. Yup, the Joe from Jonas Brothers.

Here's the picture.

Aww... He's a blue penguin...

[ Note: Don't misunderstand me. I will never ever turn into a crazy fan girl. Well, at least for now. I just couldn't think of any proper name for my penguin. I gave my other pet's name as ' Rain isHot'. Haih, I'm ashame of myself.]

It's Lynettism

2008-10-30T22:02:00.002+08:00

30th October 2008

Oh yea. I'm so obsessed with myself~
It's Lynettism.

I say it's Lynettism~ it's Lynettism..
It's going to be crazy now~

Okay. The above are just sarcasm. I'm not that vain. =.="
It's just due to Rain's new song 'Rainism'. The lyrics are pure stupid but they song gets more and more catchy everytime. Most of all, his dancing skills!!

Here's the song of download - Click ME!!

My brain's pretty out-internet-ed due to two weeks of absence from the online world.

I 'm not loving school life. I'm starting to feel out of place. I guess I found out the purpose of going to school. Just thankful that I've only got one more year then I'm out of the CINA SCHOOL!!!

Talking about graduating, I'm beginning to admire kids who get their future set since young. At least, they don't need to worry about their results too much. Don't even need to bother about scholarships. Pretty many of them don't even have to worry about getting good paid salary jobs. It's like a secured future.

I know God wants me not to worry about my future.
But it's so scary.
I can't help but to worry...more and more..

I still hate you, TMnet. My streamyx still not working!

2008-10-18T17:37:00.003+08:00

18th October 2008

My brother called 100. But their "super good" service didn't bother to pick up their phone.

My brother went to TMnet today. And it was CLOSED.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

closed?!?!!!!
This service should be on 24/7!!

The police stations, hospitals and fire stations might as well be closed too to be uniform.

So here I am again, using an unknown wireless network( should be neighbour's).
And this wireless can only be detected by my brother's laptop and all my stuffs are in the other laptop.

Through the response of a sudden number of unknown people coming to my 'not worth to be visited' blog, you guys seemed to like my "Kuching/Sibu Speatures" post!
I'm VERY GRATEFUL can!!! And HAPPY also!!

I'll take more speatures!
So, whenever I want to post a photo blogpost, the tittle would have the place/people/things name and the word 'speatures'.

EG, ' Miri Speatures'

I think I've invented a new word!
Speatures!
Which stands for Speak + Pictures.
It's a shortcut for a picture speak a thousand words.

Heh. My life's getting more desperate without the days without Streamyx.

Someone please help me with Streamyx!!!

2008-10-13T14:41:00.002+08:00

13th October 2008

Streamyx konon.

Anyways! Here's my problem.

I couldn't go online since Friday. Until now.
Thankfully, I stay at Pelita where I can still get the tip of deconnexion, but very slow.

The laptop says the streamyx is connected but I couldn't surf the web or even update the AVG.
I clicked on the connection and it couldn't receive any packets.

Why ar? Help me please!!!!!!

I'm sooo desperate~~~~~~!!!

Kuching/ Sibu Speatures

2008-10-06T17:51:00.011+08:00

7th October 2008

Speatures stands for Speak + Pictures. Wahahahaha.

'Ello.'

Sarawak museum.

Somewhere near Santubong.

Sarawak museum.

My mansion in the making. rofl.

I think this fish can be eaten rather than just being exhibited.

Some garden near museum where there are some graves there. *.*

Tun Jugah.

Night view at Kuching.

Sibu market. I saw a duck fainted there. =.=

That place so noisy sia. Since it was raya, there's someone karaoke-ing there and sang out of tune most of the time.

Off topic: Magic bite popcorn is love~
My dad's student must have thought he was crazy due to this :

Me : Owh man. Popcorn finish liao. { In the car on the way back to Miri }
Dad : Only Kuching have?
Me : Ya. Miri used to have. but dunno why no more liao.
Dad : *picks up the phone* *called his student in Kuching* Eh, you're still in Kuching rite?
Student : Ya..

too lazy to write down all the conversation. So basically, he called his student in Kuching to buy the 'Magic Bite' popcorn.
I'm sure the student's reaction was like 'WTH?'

Six days gone.

2008-10-05T13:03:00.002+08:00

5 October 2008

Recharging cam for editing. soon.

Finally. A family road trip since ages.

2008-09-28T12:19:00.003+08:00

28th September 2008

The previous trip was like in 10 years back?
I will be back on Saturday and the expedition starts tomorrow ~
Miri- Sibu - Kuching.

See. Even Wonder Girls wants a road trip.

It's Mirotic. Heh.

2008-09-23T18:25:00.002+08:00

23rd September 2008

{ Click for larger image} my banner

DBSK's 4th Korean album. 300,000 copies of preorder.
Do I need to say more?

I'm more to catchy songs now.. the my resources come from Wonder Girls!
' I want nobody nobody but you~'

Kwon Jjang Jjang Jjang +.+

2008-09-21T18:29:00.002+08:00

21th September 2008

I so love BoA~!!
She's debuting in USA soon. Success or not, I'll still be drooling over her. +.+

I'm glad that Finally, yesh finally, her "The Face" tour is up in youtube!
Kya~

Here's another brighter version of the picture I did from the above:

I think it looks too *inserts sound effect* 'HAaaaAAAAAAaaaaaa~' but since I spent my golden time on it too, so I post it here too la.

I have not been that crazy lizzy about Dong Bang Shin Ki since their ' Why have I fallen for you' days. Plus the fact that the Korea girls and media treat them too much like Gods.

Yaya, I know they can dance, sing, compose unlike other boybands, well including the fact that all the members are all.. erm.. cute.. ^^.
However! There's a thing called being overrated.
They are humans, so please, Korea, don't treat them like Gods.

As a fan too,
I only need one reason why I do not want to meet the All Mighty Dong Bang Shin Ki.

Check this out:
DBSK's bodyguard testing Kung Fu skills on a Fangirl {tittle created by me LoL}

Ouch. I still need my dignity as a girl okay.

I don't know. There's something about BoA's voice. It's not very powerful, but yet. There's something about her live performances. They make me (O.O)

I still listen to English songs duh. I don't want to end up to be the only lonely BoA fan in Miri. Dong Bang Shin Ki is excluded cause the so called fans of them in Miri only like them because they are "Shuai Ge".
Again, why don't I listen to a lot of English songs?
Well a lot of the songs are so wrong.
Eg. Kate Perry's I kissed a girl. Well do forgive me if this song is old news. This song causes people to confuse themselves gender-ly without realisation. The warning is not strong, better prevent than cure.

People always think they are not easily influenced.
Well, everyone is easily influenced!
It's just the matter whether your previous influence is strong enough to defend the upcoming influence which comes in seconds.
Who you are is created by INFLUENCES.

Enough humanism talk.
Dong Bang Shin Ki's banner is coming up next in the next post.

I need Omega3

2008-09-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

18th September 2008

I don't have a brain. I can't write. Hehe.

I am The ' Lee Chong Wei'

2008-09-13T18:14:00.002+08:00

13th September 2008

This is Lee Chong Wei and his gf.

Well, partly. Yes.

I have this ulcer in my mouth which is situated at my smiling muscle, and touches my upper teeth.

Due to this, I smile like Lee Chong Wei now.
I smiled the most today, not because I'm happy or psycho, but to relieve the freakin' pain.

FYI: Lee Chong Wei always looks like he's forcing himself to smile, which indeed looks fake. But the truth is, he's born that way with that smile and all the smiles that you've seen from him are not fake. ^^

Quite fair. I think.

2008-09-12T18:47:00.002+08:00

12th September2008

Apparently, the Ahmad human is being suspended from the party.
I don't think that is a strict enough punishment but... it's better than nothing ho?

Kiasu Chinese can at least rest in peace now. LoL.

Our beloved headmistress roamed around the school checking the patriotism in all the classes this morning.
Since my class is not transparent, with one rather pathetic flag hanging at the door, while all the other classes had bunga-bunga decorations, it was quite predicted of what she might say.

Headmistress: Look at the other classes. Do you see their efforts? Where is your spirit of patriotism? You should be grateful that we live in a harmony country! Just look at Laos and Cambodia. Do you wish to live in those countries? * Stares widely at our History teacher* Miss A, I think you should tell them more about Laos and Cambodia.

Our History teacher just nodded her head clueless-ly. ROFL.

Harmony? I thought. I don't read newspapers daily, however just by browsing through few articles via online scares me off.

With our politics in the milkshake, I think I'll shake my head instead.

Too old for this T.T

2008-09-07T13:18:00.002+08:00

7th September 2008

The muscles at my thighs ache so freakin' much now because I did the squat down exercise.
I think I need to crawl when I walk down the stairs these few days.

Why are you so racist?

2008-09-06T13:54:00.003+08:00

6th September 2008

"GEORGE TOWN: Bukit Bendera Umno division chief Datuk Ahmad Ismail has refused to apologise over his alleged racist remark calling the Chinese community “immigrants who do not deserve equal rights”.

“Why should I apologise? I didn’t do anything wrong. Those who do wrong should apologise but I haven’t done anything,” Ahmad said, when met outside his Bayan Baru office Thursday.

He, however, refused to comment on whether the press misquoted him.

He said a full statement on what transpired would be released after a Penang Umno Liaison meeting on Saturday. He added that he would not say much at present, but wanted to clear up the issue of reporting to the police.

Police are currently investigating five reports lodged against Ahmad under the Sedition Act 1948 for allegedly uttering the seditious remarks at a ceramah on the eve of the Permatang Pauh by-election.

“Some press are saying that they were informed that I was going to the Bukit Mertajam police station on Wednesday night (to make a statement), but I want to make it clear that I never told anyone or informed anyone that I would be there. It was their assumption,” he added.

Ahmad recorded a statement with the police at the police contingent headquarters in Penang Road about 10pm Wednesday while pressmen from television, online and print media were waiting for him on the mainland.

Asked where he had been over the last few days, Ahmad confirmed that he had been leading a sepak takraw team to a tournament in Bangkok.

“My phone has been on and off, but a lot of my anak buah (supporters) have been calling me, so maybe that’s why it has been hard to get through,” he said.

On the alleged misappropriation of funds involving now-defunct company Popular Profile Sdn Bhd (PPSB), Ahmad said he had resigned before any action was taken on the company.

“This issue has nothing to do with me. Action is taken on a company, not on a personal capacity. Moreover, I resigned from company on 1 Sept 1998. What happened after that, I don’t know.

“The Chief Minister (Lim Guan Eng) shouldn’t be using his political muscle and power to attack me,” he said, adding that he would not say more on the land deal until he had checked the details.

Lim had recently attacked Ahmad on a 1997 land deal involving PPSB, in which Ahmad had been a director. Lim alleged that the company had cheated the state out of RM500,000 in a deal involving 4.2ha of industrial land in Bukit Minyak.

Ya. "Thanks" very much for being so freakin' racist.
I'm a mixed-blood so I think neutrally for the racism issue.

The worst thing that can happen to Malaysia which will eventually cause a downfall is BEING RACIST.

This bible verse is turning into reality.

By the way, I totally hate people calling the bumiputera "L.A", "La" or "La zi".
It's so disrespectful.
I do scold my pure chinese when they say that. They'll answer, " Oh. I'm not talking bout you. You're different. I'm talking bout those La Zi."
Gah!
It ain't bout me! It's all about being racist!!!! Where's the respect!!!???

And one situation I heard in class:
A : Eh. Wanna buy Billabong bag?
B : * With a disgusted face* Eww. No. The La Zi always buy de. I don't want.

OH MY FISH.

So please. I know my post won't change the world since this is such a low-rated blog. But whatever.

Just be humble. For the country.

Geek For A Week

2008-09-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

1 September 2008

Since test is fully on this week, I shall be what the tittle says.

I'll be waking up at 3am later on. Tehee. Bye.
You don't trust me?!!!

Very happy can!

2008-08-31T13:23:00.002+08:00

31th August 2008

YEsh!! I'm super satisfied can!
I've finally got the news and I'm super happy! Hah!

I can't say it here cause it's super secretive!
If you know me in real life, you ask me lor! You'd be super high too!

LOL!LOL!LOL!
What goes around comes around ho!
ROFL...

THIS IS WHAT I CALL AS MERDEKA!!!

But it's empty

2008-08-30T22:12:00.002+08:00

30th August 2008

K lah. I admit I'm slow at catching up with the English music scene.

I listened to the Click Five's Empty since yesterday. This song really quietens everything down. This song makes you think.

As a Christian, I pondered about this world. Surrounded by all this physical things, I felt it's still empty.
People think they've done great lengths, but it's still empty. It's nothing.
Throughout the whole lyrics of this song, the only phrase that went through my heart is " but it's empty". It's repeating endlessly.

You think you're comfortable like this. YOU'RE NOT.
I'm not comfortable yet too.

I've never been to heaven. But I know how it feels, the hunger for God, not missing a second.

Everyone keep telling everyone this is important, that is important.
But what's important?

Caught Up!

2008-08-28T19:11:00.003+08:00

28th August 2008

BoA's so versatile. Heh.

I wonder.. How was it? {isi tersirat thing}
Test is coming soon...

Wowness~

2008-08-26T18:54:00.002+08:00

26th August 2008

It's incredible that I survived
the impossible,
I struggled
through the endless pain,
they say
that's called a miracle,
I would say
it's more than just a miracle,
I looked back
it's indeed an undeniable achievement.

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I survived one and a half day without the internet!

Back to business,
something went wrong with the internet at home. So I couldn't go online during Sunday night and yesterday.
Surprisingly, my mum came to the rescue just now saying it might be caused by newly installed fax machine.
Do not underestimate the " I AM THE MOTHER!" power.
Wow.

I know what I did last Wednesday

2008-08-23T14:17:00.009+08:00

23rd August 2008

Is it 23rd today? I'm too lazy to check the calendar.

Kim, Sheryl and I went to my dad's kebun for BBQ last Wednesday.
Of course, my dad had to come along too.

He brought us to the "Gua Longhouse" for visitation first.

Longhouse oi!

"Yaya.. Post like that..right a little bit.. "

Inside the longhouse.

Voodoo stuffs?

Ah-ma in action.

The longhouse balcony.

Heh.

Green toes are love.

That person said this is an eagle. But it doesn't look like an eagle to me. It looks vegetarian.

Tortoise from Indo? Huh?

And off we went to our main destination - the kebun!

Chef Sheryl.

Those two city kids too afraid of heat.

The owner.

My dad leading them to look around the land.

Trying to cross the tiny version of Huang He. lol.

Dragon fruit still growing!

My dad looking as if he's shooting the series 'Lost'.

Sheryl super high. Don't know why.

The scenery is better than Beijing Olympics.

The palace.

Lousy selca!

I shall name this picture - Lonely.

It was a fun day after all!

I may be holding an activity like this again this year.
Just tell me whether you want to go with your parents approval.
My manager{my dad la} can teach some scouts skills too.

I need to clarify that I AM NOT A CITY GIRL.
I AM NOT A CITY BIMBO WHO DOES BIMBO STUFFS.
Is Miri even a city? It still looks like a town to me.
I love the jungle.
I would love to live at the kebun if there are Astro, internet service and aircond.
A better place for studying there too.

Nicholas Teo is Fugly!

2008-08-19T15:16:00.003+08:00

19th August 2008

Picture courtesy of Kennysia

I did not say that!
I just had a random chat with my mum during lunch and she mentioned Nicholas Teo.

She said he has small eyes and huge lips which made him look ugly.

So LoL lar.

2nd blog Rolling down

2008-08-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

18th August 2008

Since, I'm quite getting used or too used to blogging.
Even sometimes, a certain stage of itchy-ness arriving upon me till I really wanted to blog about something highly sensitive.

Some of the things are so private and I know I can't blog openly about it.

I've tried diary. It doesn't work.

So, it's wordpress to the rescue!

http://mynamelynette.wordpress.com is my 2nd blog and also my private blog.

Most of the posts will be private and can only be access through provided password.

I will still be blogging here. I have two blog homes now!
HOMG. It's getting late again.

Gambar menyatakan Sejuta Perkataan

2008-08-18T10:17:00.022+08:00

18th August 2008

I'm back from family camp!
So, the pictures are not in order. So mafan ba.

Children's presentation. Kids Club yay! =.="

Thee composed a new dish that night. It is named as Francesco A'net.
K, I wasn't serious bout that.

random!

Random!

Random...

random!

The Room

The cats.
One of them is so ganas.

Adidas advertisement.

I love my notebook.

Kid acting cute.

Shy liao.

What's in there?

The speaker.

The street.
The end.

" Here In My Home" is a patriotic song

2008-08-15T17:33:00.002+08:00

15th August 2008

So, I actually emailed the people at www.malaysianartistesforunity.info regarding the song.

And I got the reply.

Please click the image for larger view so you can read it.

Aha?

2008-08-15T17:25:00.003+08:00

15th August 2008

So Off I go to the KEC Family camp.
Thee shall be back on Sunday.
Thee shall not be somewhere around the internet land during thee time.

For your information. LoL.

2008-08-14T17:31:00.004+08:00

14 August 2008

I've changed my back to my old blog header.
The new one just looks damn weird till I couldn't stand it's abnormal-ness.

We had our patriotic song competition just now.
My class lost.
We had a great time though.
We'll get the 'People choice award' if it exists.

I forgot.
Everything must be formal in school.
Everything must be isi tersurat ho. Or else too deep for some people to understand.

No further comments to prevent the outrage of the people of some land.

We might be performing in Halo Cafe with the 'Here In My Home' song. LoL. Just kidding.
I love imaginations.

I know this phrase is super uber lame. But I want to end this post beautifully ma. So... get ready...

IN THE END, EVERYONE IS A WINNER!!!!

I can't believe I said that. *imaginary slap*

New Header For Blog

2008-08-13T18:03:00.003+08:00

13 August 2008

As you can see, unless you're practically blind or dumb,
I've changed my blog header.

I'm still not satisfied with the new header. I will change it again!
It's just the matter with time. You know. Maybe tomorrow, next week, next month or even next year...

Chung Hua Food Fair

2008-08-10T18:56:00.003+08:00

Excluding the painful heat and unbearable headache throughout the day,

I had a great time after all.
I just felt it shouldn't be held on Sunday.
Forgive me O Lord for this worldly commitment.

I Love Blackout!

2008-08-09T20:43:00.003+08:00

9 August 2008

So, the whole Sarawak's electricity just revived few minutes ago.

It's kind of fun. I went to parkson to pick up my brother. It's all dark and stuff.
I felt like I was in the scene of " I AM LEGEND".

So fun!

I don't give a damn

2008-08-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

7 August2008

Here's the point.
Don't tell me the things that you care and which I don't give a damn.
It's pathetic cause you used to not give it a damn too.

I'm not gonna feel sorry for it or even think highly about it.

You're just going to get a "SO WHAT?!" statement from me. But most of the time I'll just shut up.
Why? For you sake. sadly.

Malaysian Artistes For Unity

2008-08-07T18:15:00.002+08:00

7 August 2008

It's kinda late for me to post about this charity project but my class has an innocent patriotic singing competition next week. Class versus class.

So, yeah.
This song is quite good.

And it can be downloaded legally FREE!

Ajumma, that's rare can?!

Only one problem, that song is rather hard to sing.

Anyways, I need to take off now because:
1. I have 56 pages of moral workbook to finish today
2. A kind of stupid sivik project to finish today too regarding the environment?
3. An add maths tuition in half an hour.

ETC: I have rm30 coupon to spend on alone during food sale this coming Sunday. HOMG?

Ku Teruskan

2008-08-04T20:11:00.003+08:00

4 August 2008

Telah aku cuba sembunyikan
Getar hati yang sering kurasa
Suka duka keindahan hidup
Mengalir air mata

Ku harungkan tiap detik masa
Dengan hatiku yang bergelora
Tak siapa bisa mendakap hati ini
Ku atasi semua yang ada

Ku teruskan melangkah
Mencari bahagia
Dan menyinta semula
Pabila sampai waktunya
Ini bukan akhirnya

Ku teruskan segala
Impian yang tercipta
Mesti tiada, dirimu
Mencapai mimpi denganku
Tak mengapa ku rela

Biar apa puncanya kesusahan ni
Yang terjadi takkan ku
Melupakan segalanya
Tapi Ku tetap tabah
Jalani hidupku kan ku teruskan

Impianku membara
Dan kini ku melangkah
Ke jalan yang bercahaya
Suara hatiku katakan
Ini bukan akhirnya

Need Some BoA Love

2008-08-03T14:11:00.004+08:00

3 August 2008

My thoughts have been killing me again.

Other than Him, BoA seems to be cheering me up.

Split Second

2008-08-02T11:13:00.002+08:00

02 August 2008

Yesterday's dance was er.. comment-less.

Anyways, I'm currently packing up myself with maple private server.
LVL120, Arch Mage.

Dude. I sound so boring again today.

Phew-wew

2008-07-31T21:24:00.002+08:00

31 July 2008

I had rehearsal for the sports day today. I'm involved in the "New Students Dance".
My way of writing today is so dead cause I'm really partly dead.

Call me Lynettecop { from the movie 'Robocop'}
Thank you. Have a nice day. Bye.

Bin of the Day

2008-07-30T18:05:00.005+08:00

30 July 2008

Played webcam with IngTze last week. Was it last week? LoL.
It was a LoL-able moment at first. It's odd cause your family members will be like, " WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING ALONE IN FRONT OF THE LAPTOP?!"
But it ended up rather boring cause I had to rush my Kerja Amal at the same time.

Drama 2006:
Definitely missing that almost insane moment.
It's so tough to get back on the right track no matter how hard I strive.

I really appreciate these bins in the classroom.
But seeing the amount of waste the class produce daily, it's amazingly scary.

Please do forgive all my random thoughts. But that's just me. I think I have lack of human-social. I tend to talk to myself most of the time since small. This occurs when I'm the youngest at home and my age difference is too far away from my siblings, plus they are male.
I think a lot. I love observing people. But! I'm not psycho.

The Regular Habit

2008-07-30T17:58:00.002+08:00

30th July 2008

I questioned people why they don't visit my blog regularly.
Their reply was, " You don't blog often."

Alright.
I'll blog everyday. At least I'll blog almost everyday. Okay? +.+

I'm Pitiful, it's true

2008-07-27T13:09:00.004+08:00

27 July 2008

{ A random image from the the school's conference room}

Ah. Today's entry is going to sound like a diary. (HOMG! LYNETTE IS GOING TO SPILL HER SECRETS OUT!!!!!!!)
Wt-fish. Of course not la!

My life has been normalized again. I miss competitions. Drama basically filled most of time this year. I still remember the preparations for the interschool competition this year. Omona. It was the most hectic and rushing preparation throughout all my years in drama. I had fever the week before the comp and I had no choice but to attend school for drama {plus the fact I was fasting at the same time}. We even had to go to school on Sunday just to pull out a performance. We didnt really practise for State comp which I think is one of the reasons HE didn't let us win. +.+

Btw, I failed my chemistry!! 30/100 to be exact. I'm still insisting on not going for any tuitions except for add maths cause I want to independent. Wait, I think I need to have a BM tuition. I really want my BM standard to be the same level with my English standard. Tahukah?

Any good, wait no, EXCELLENT BM tuition anyone can recommend?

I'm entirely free this afternoon! Which is weird.

{ A bogus family activity for the sake of moral kerja amal}

My word for this month is bogus. It means fake.
You're so freakin' bogus. All the merchandise sold there are bogus. Paris hilton is such a bogus. Wow, this is so bogus! XD FUN!

Remember the book 'middlesex' that I bought?
I'm trying to learn phrases and new words from it too.
The author's way of writing this book and describing is so silky.
I didn't know there are some adult content in the book until I read it. Thankfully the author describe the 'act' quite artistic-ly. It doesn't sound dirty and gila like the other books I've read.
I've only finished 35% of the book since I only read it at school.

Seriously. My result for this monthly test is not promising at all. Although I woke up at 3.30am everyday during that week of test to study, I don't think I've put enough effort yet. A lot of careless mistakes. How careless? Careless as in supposingly can get an A, then ended up getting a D. I have to learn to concentrate more.

{ Walaupun dengan kamera teruk, I still can take some mad pictures can?! }

The sermon today felt like a movie. I was the whole time looking at the speaker with this (O.O) expression.

And off I go checking out my regular websites~bye

A caption

2008-07-25T15:53:00.004+08:00

Okay. Here's my caption for this picture :

MICHELLE SAID I LOOK KOREAN IN THIS PICTURE!!!! *high*

All I did in photoshop {just in case you're wondering} was I got rid of my panda eyes which WAS SO OBVIOUS, darken/burn everything in the picture. I don't really consider this photoshopped since I did only little changes to it. I did not change the shape of my face, nose, eyes and blas.

Gtg.

Teabreak at photoshop

2008-07-25T15:32:00.003+08:00

25th July 2008

I do get freaked out by myself when I'm in the process of changing people's faces in photoshop.
I've guinea-pigged quite number of people - both friends and strangers, in photoshop.

As you can see, the one on the left is the original one and the right is the photoshopped one.

Here are the changes:
- The shape of her face. If you realise, I made her face look smaller.
- The shoulders. I lifted her shoulders.
- The arms. I made them a little skinnier.
- Her body. I curved her body and make it smaller.
- The last part... Her boobs. If you haven't notice, I actually lifted them up and make them a little bigger.

HOMG. Doesn't she look hotter at the right picture?

At the Mean Time

2008-07-22T21:45:00.003+08:00

While I'm still busy with my pathetic little life, you might want to entertain yourself with this video.

Man Boobs

This video is from Alyssa. The person in there is some dude from SMK Batu Lintang English Drama Team. He's kinda proud of the thing he's showing. =.="

They're cool and we're cool. Yeah?

Middlesex by Jefrey Eugenides

2008-07-20T19:03:00.002+08:00

20th July 2008

I got the book!
I nearly fell into dissapointment when I could not find the book in Popular book store.

I tried searching one more time.
JENG JENG JENG.
I fishingly found it!

HOMG.
IT WAS THE LAST 'MIDDLESEX' BOOK ON THE SHELF.
ZOMG.

Well, this book is a story depicts a story of an intersex person. Intersex means a person who is naturally born with mixed gender.
This is a fictional story and the writer took 9 freaking years to write it.

He really deserved the Pulitzer award. The famous book award.

This is the 2nd book that captured me instantly once Oprah (yes, i watch Oprah. =.= ) introduced.

The 1st book is "one litre of tears", a Japanese non-fiction book. I still can't find the English version of the book since it is extremely rare. I found one on the net at Amazon.jp but I do not want to use credit card.

Anyways, I got 'Middlesex' and I am super satisfied!

Kesal dan Harapan

2008-07-18T14:50:00.004+08:00

I wish I had a dslr. someone broke her promise few months back and screwed up part of my life.

I found out 'if' is really an encouraging word. That's why I came up with the picture.

Fishy? Fish?

2008-07-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

16th July 2008

Just some philosophy I studied from nowhere.

Never assume you know everything. Never think that things are going the way you think it is. Never predict what other humans/people are thinking.

Never. You might be fooled. ;) or you have already been fooled.

Psychology is just a something for us, the pathetic beings to pretend we know everything.

Humans are so LoL-able, and that includes me and YOU!!!! <(=.=)>

I wondered...

2008-07-15T18:05:00.004+08:00

15th July 2008

Just too many questions but too little time!!!

Since this week is test week, I shall not ask any of the questions.
Again, moral test today was totally EXHAUSTING.
How did I survive the Moral's semester exam again?
It's not difficult to answer the questions, but there are too many words and sentences to write!!
Grr. Rawr.
I still heart Moral subject though cause I'm one of the few in class that Moral teacher actually doesn't despise. Wee~ I'm a good student

And oh! I remembered one time. Our History teacher loves to ask us questions one by one in every lesson. There's one time she asked everyone one by one a question each except for me which was totally weird. Those who can't answer has to stand up for the whole period. I stared at her with my 'not-so-innocent' eyes, signal-ling her that she had not called me yet. I don't know if she really don't want to call me or didn't notice that she have not called me yet. It was an awkward atmosphere as my classmates looked at me with a ' Eh.. Not fair ' expression. I WAS THE ONLY ONE NOT BEING CALLED IN THE WHOLE CLASS. I felt unfair too cause I didn't really study for the parts teacher was questioning us.

I think Kurt is going to be the teachers' pet for this July monthly test. It seems like he's studying a lot more than I do this time.
Kurt, you need to change your lucky number 2.

Mesmerized, just random

2008-07-14T17:35:00.008+08:00

14th July 2008

Another hectic monthly test starts today!
Not something to be Huuuha or HOORAYYYYYYYY about.

I didn't know today that I don't have afternoon class.
I was like, " Ahh?!"
So, I hitched a ride with Kimberly and ended up in Sugarbun.
All fast food taste tasteless to me now due to the consumption of KFC's food every single day at Sri Aman.

I came back home and straightaway head to Curtin University. I super love car rides.
I went there for fun but my brother had something to do there.

Throughout the journey, I realized the sky was just so breathtaking~

{ This is Miri's very own Curtin } lol. sakai.

BREAKING NEWS!!! CALL CNN!! BULETIN UTAMA!! 8TV!!!
TOTALLY HOT!!!

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THIS IS GOING TO BE MY NEW HEADER FOR THIS BLOG!!!
K. Not funny at all. Not gonna be my new header. The colour doesn't even match the theme.
Just had some fun with photoshop.

Walaubagaimanapun, { lol, i love to insert bm words}
I'm really gonna change my header.
I'm sick of the current one liao lo.

I think I shall insert myself with the "hotness" of the wonder girls.

Wonder Girls - So Hot

I introduced it and now more than half of the drama team knows the dance moves { including the boys }. Btw, the lyrics of this song doesn't really mean those girls are complimenting themselves that they are ' SO SO SO SO HOT HOT HOT'. It's sarcasm all way round. That's why I love it. Tehee.

Horribly Unwell

2008-07-12T19:32:00.003+08:00

12 July 2008

Threw up THREE TIMES since one and a half hour ago.

I think I'm gonna throw up again now. bye.

2nd Price Pictures

2008-07-12T09:30:00.016+08:00

12 July 2008

{ San San zzz-ing =.= }

{ The Form 5s excluding Kurt }

{ Our precious wicious juniors - Gummy and Nico }

{ Gummy again }

{ It's a long 12-hour bus ride }

{ One thing I like about Sri Aman is they really serve food in LARGE portion. I couldn't finish my wantun that time }

{ My bestie in drama }

{ San san, Lim Chyn and fire figures }

{ Alyssa with 'mirror mirror on the wall' expression }

{ I manage to poison everyone with the "so hot" pose! } I heart you people.

This year is still a heck of a year though the journey ended up shorter. I still remember 2006. I entered the audition room looking noob. Charlene gave me a comment saying, " You have nice projection. But try not to speak like you're in public speaking. " LoL. We never won district level before that. All we wanted is to beat St Joseph Miri. It was almost magical. We manage to clinched through District - State - Northern Zone - the Nationals. Who knows - God gave us the national tittle. Walauweh.
2007 - The indian year. All of us had so much stress from the tittle we had been given. We pulled it through though and reached Nationals again. This time, we had to pass our challenge trophy with our school's name carved on it to the the new champ. Everything was awesome as we were treated like VIPs though we lost. =.=" Thanks to Tan Sri Ting Pek Khing for sponsoring us the 1 night stay at the resort and our private tour.
This year, our drama audition was great. Natural talents were found. Our district level's performance was at the top. One of the judges gave us full marks { I don't get it either }. Our state performance declined a lot. But our relationship bonded more, which is more important to me. I thank God for giving me such great experiences all these years.

I've got friends all over Malaysia. Hehe. Met Sasbadi punya tauke. Saw our prime minister at Langkawi, Pak Lah. Witnessed the shooting of the Singapore Mediacorp series at the Curve, KL. Been on the same plane with Amber Chia, Malaysia's top model. Visited Akademi Seni Kebangsaan at KL. Met and ate with Malaysia's local director, forgot his name. And many more la of course.
Makarios peeps.

I don't think I have to describe this picture LoL.

Knocked out

2008-07-11T11:11:00.004+08:00

Chung Hua Miri Drama English Drama Team's 2008 journey ends here.

We got 2nd place.
It's quite a good placing since we didn't performed well that day.

It's just that there were some unfair results going on especially to the Kuching team.
They were really unpleased with their result if you want know la.
The winning team goes to the Semarahan Team. Congratulations. =D

I'm questioned why does unfair things happen that time. But I'll still believe God has his own plans.

One good thing happened when we lost in the competition and I'm grateful.

Day 1
I won't forget the day in the morning. We carried our luggage and had to pass through all the students at school. Everyone stared at us. We left around 8am and arrived at Sri Aman at 7pm.
At least Sri Amn is a lot better than Mukah. We stayed at Hoover Hotel. Not much happening.

Day 2
Rehearsals in the morning. We had 30 minutes. The sound system was so sensitive. Btw, the hall smelled that time. I almost threw up. Then it was competition time for 5 teams in the noon. Sibu improved a lot. I heart the cow +.+. So cute la the costume.
My teammates were afraid of Betong after we watched their performance. After that, we were all busy at night for preparations. Little misunderstandings did happened. That's life.

Day 3
Our showtime. Our performance was dissapointing. Let's just get to the point, we got 2nd. The chief judge was fishy. Not gonna spoil her image here. I cried several times. After the comp, we ran into the Kuching team. I found out that I have a twin. =.=

Exclusive news: While I was playing "tell me" song on my phone, one Kuching girl screamed and jumped saying, "OMG! Tell MEEEE!!!!". I'm not a girly girl, so my reaction for the first few seconds was 'wth?'. Then I went on, ' OMG.. Cool..A korean fetish!..That's rare~'. It's awesome. Most Chung Hua people only listen to chinese songs. And that's one of the reason why I don't have many friends. =(

I kept myself busy talking so that I won't think about the results.

Day 4
We left Sri Aman in the morning. Sigh.
During noon, we stopped at Sibu for 30 minutes at a very small mall. That's where all my "Ka-ching $$$$$" went gone.

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I'm done! I have not edit the pictures yet in my precious cetak rompak photoshop. So, please be patient.

I still honour Him.

UPDATE: I've edited some parts out of this post since it has costs the drama teams lots of misinterpretation. I sincerely apologize if I hurt you in anyway. Who wouldn't be sad if we ourselves lost right? But that's just a temporary feeling.
In the end, we're still people who love drama. God taught me to be meek and I will.

Makarios.

In Sri Aman

2008-07-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

8th July 2008

It's nearly 12am now.
Tomorrow is our turn. Hiak.

They say SMK Betong is quite good lor with the pyscho mom.

The sound system is a little too sensitive. Hmm...

Bintulu and Kuching are on tomorrow too. I think they are GOOD.

Alphabets

2008-07-05T18:31:00.003+08:00

5th July 2008

Ah.
I basically can't think. At all.

I'm so damn cute. LoL. Well, at least used to be. And yah, that's me.

I'm leaving for Sri Aman this monday with the drama team. Probably lots of pictures?

Oh. I miss living in a quiet and peaceful house. Heh.

Losing Grip

2008-06-28T17:05:00.002+08:00

From 75.75 average to 66.something average.

I should really do something.
SPM is just 1 year and a half away. Zomg.

Where are we going?!

2008-06-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

Our competition date has been postponed to one week later.

But all of us has been asking the same question everyday :

WHERE IS SRI AMAN?

Here's what I've googled:

Sri Aman is famous for its Benak　or tidal bore. The tidal bore comes in from the river mouth and roils and churns and fills up the river very rapidly in the course of about 10 minutes. The wave crest is typically from 2 to 3 meters high. This is one of the few places in the world where this phenomenon happens on such a large scale. There is a timetable at the river which has the time and dates for when the tidal bore will occur, but the really big ones occur only a couple of times a year. The author Somerset Maugham almost lost his life at Simanggang during one of these tidal bores, and commemorated the event in his short story Yellow Streak.

My comment - Should I be impressed by the 'famous-ness or what? Or it's extreme unique famous thing. Waves can be famous too?

And oh. Sri Aman is located in the middle of Sibu and Kuching. It takes six hours to drive from Sibu to Kuching. Which means, we will not be able to stroll around Kuching.
Sad.
But.
Whatever ho?

Photoshop : Emo Person

2008-06-23T19:38:00.005+08:00

23th June 2008

First of all, saya bukan orang emo can?
I'm just making fun of people who are always think or always call themselves "emo".

Before

After

LoL. Why can't we make the world to be a better place?

English Drama Pictures 2008

2008-06-21T17:59:00.008+08:00

21th June 2008

As promised, here are the pictures :

{The Pustaka Entrance}

{ Gamy, Nico, Shella!, Dean}

{ Michelle and Sarah J}

{ Mdm Lyd putting makeup for Charlene}

After that, we were all busy preparing for our turn. Nervousness cracked up and blas... You know la those things..

{ This is Kimberly waiting for the results}

{ Group Photo With Joy}

Our next stop?
Sri Aman.

Interschool English Drama Competition 2008

2008-06-18T18:41:00.004+08:00

Yup, we won.
SMK Chung Hua English Drama Team won.

I was supposed to have blog about this yesterday since it happened yesterday but. Nah.

I have no strength left to celebrate. I've wasted them all worrying and feeling nervous the whole day before competition.

Instead of feeling hyper and whatsoever, I feel relieved that I've done my job during interschool competition.

How nervous and stressed was I?
I broke into tears straightaway I walked out of the PA room { I'm doing music this year}. LoL.

Maybe I'll upload some drama pictures this weekend?

Last but not least, thank you Lord Jesus for blessing us.

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2008-06-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

14th June 2008

I have not studied in class for three weeks. I feel dumb. I shall write in dots now.
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I'm just to tired and I can't leave this blog die.

Sorry

2008-06-11T20:45:00.001+08:00

I'm screwed up. It ain't good at all.

Lala~

2008-06-10T18:25:00.003+08:00

10th June 2008

Can't think of a tittle.

I can't believe I sleep at 7pm something until 5:45am in the morning last night. Was I really that burnt out?

Oh. Fasting is really hard.
I have to listen to my friends go like, "Hey! Let's go to the canteen." or " Oi. It's lunch. Let's go out." everyday!!!!
Food plays a huge part in my life and I'm giving it up for something these few days.

I'm starting to admire those people who can fast for months.

Talking about food. I went to Mr Ho Fine Foods few days ago.
Turns out it's not so fine at all.

The God

2008-06-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

7th June 2008

I've got something from youth today.

God is the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.

Whenever I pray, I'll say, " Lord Jesus" but when I thank, I say " Thank you Lord God". I got confused for a while. Thank God it's solved now.

Learning is good. Christianity is so freakin' fun hor.

Congratulations, Ms Lydia!

2008-06-07T21:55:00.006+08:00

7th June 2008

Now, you officially belong to your destined one.
May God bless both of you and this bond will bring you closer to God.

Facebook weirdness

2008-06-03T09:31:00.005+08:00

3rd June 2008

Friendster is so obviously for sekia.
So, I went to facebook to explore.

I'm now having fun playing with "Owned" application in Facebook. It's like you can buy someone and get sold too.

I sound like I have no social life.

Tanjung Beach Outing

2008-06-02T11:09:00.023+08:00

2th June 2008

From today onwards, I have to write down the dates when I post since the template I'm using does not support that feature.

Last Saturday, few bunch from my class went to Tanjung cause we sensed a sudden aura that we must go BBQ there.

Let the pictures speak now :

{ the beach la }

{ the people and the beaaaaaach }

{ preparing the fire for 1 and 1/2 hour. Everyone looked so emo in this picture. =.= }

{ busy busy busy}

{ centre of attraction - FOOD }

{ sharon and yee jun }

{ Budak Rumah Bahagia in action }

{ people like me prefer FOOD more }

{ phewit! }

{ you have to see Chung Ong's pants. It's almost transparent o.O }

{ Probably my fav picture. These budaks decided to bury someone alive }

{ it's Wilson the duck! }

{ wuliao }

{ so gay }

{ even more wuliao }

{ Sheryl and Me}

There are only two pictures of me since I was the one holding the camera and snap snap.
If you notice the pictures look fake, I'm now telling you I edited the pictures.
There are still more pictures but laziness hit me.

Kamshahamnida.

Holiday's No Different

2008-05-30T18:39:00.003+08:00

{A crazy fangirl took this picture of me.. Ahahahhahahaaa...}

I'm so fishingly tired ho.

Imagine you go to school everday during holiday and paint a quite large drawing for 3 hours everyday.
Worst of all, it is not even done yet!!!!!!!

Saya berjanji saya akan menghabiskan lukisan saya itu pada hari esok.

Due to the constant painting I have to do everyday, I might become the next Leornado Da Vinci.

{ My progress for yesterday}

Drama this year uses a lot of painting. And the official Props *cough* Manager *cough* is lost somewhere.
Yes, Kurt, I'm talking about you.
Painting is fun. BUT. Painting the same old thing everyday is SICK.

My holiday is so routineNIZED. Just hope it pays off.

AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Pathetic Life These Few Days...

2008-05-29T08:53:00.006+08:00

Let me tell what I've been up to...

Photoshop... Drama... Photoshop... More Photoshop.. MORE MORE photoSHOP... DRAMA... DRama AGAIN.... DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA.... PHOTOSHOP... DRAMA.... PHOTOSHOP... PHOTOSHOP again and again... DRAMA....

That's all I have been doing?!
Saya pun tak dapat percaya diri saya sendiri. (i'm training my bm)

This is what happens when you've been doing the same thing everyday. Prawns for breakfast anyone?

Dramamamamamamama~.... The competition is on the 17th of June 2008. Please pray for SMK Chung Hua Miri English Drama Team. (FYI : We really sacrificed our holiday time for drama practices. And do not believe in rumours that we paid the judges RM5000. Thank kiu) Come on' la. Even the budget for our props this year is reduced to RM100.

For photoshop, I'm packed with drama webby and Suki's (OIAM winner) forum header.
Here's the preview :
*JENG*JENG*JENG*

Drama website. So far, only Debbie and Ingtze have seen it. I don't like the fact that all images load so slow lo. haih.. photobucket ma..

I think I'll add more colours to it. I join that forum cause I just wanna help out and pass my time. The people there are rather friendly too. =D

This is my timetable for this holiday:
Morning - Photoshop
Afternoon- Drama
Evening - Photoshop + a bit of internet surfing + prayer

Wow. I'm burnt out.
I will reduce my photoshopping time and study more!!! I know I have God with me but I can't sit here and do nothing. So I have to show my effort!!!! Rawr.

Here's my conversation with my dad in the car this morning -

Dad : Ei, Net. You better teach la (as my job).
Me : EEEEEEEyeeeeeeeR... I don't like teaching! Especially as Secondary teacher, no matter how good you are, you'll still be cursed by some students.
Dad : No. I mean teach in university. Study until PHD and teach in Curtin.
Me : *Freezed* * Stares blankly at nowhere*

I don't think I heard wrong. He said PHD. PHD dude! He thinks I'm a genius ha?

Tag Quest One

2008-05-28T19:54:00.005+08:00

Tagged by DEBBIE GANA
1)What do you want the most now?
- EVERYTHING!!!

2)Who is the person you trust the most?
- God

3)Are you in love?
- Yesh!!!! AHHAHHAHAHAHa...just kiddding.... I'm still too young.

4)If you have a dream come true. What is it?
- Shih... It's a secret...

5)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Aha?

6)Whats your goal for this year?
- Saya berikrar untuk menjadi seorang yang seimbang dari segi intelek, rohani, sosial dan jasmani. ( got it from my sivik textbook =.= ) LoL. True bah.

7)Do you believe in eternity?
- Yes

8)Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanna commit suicide?
- No!.. Well, As far as I know.....o.O!

9)What feelings do you love most?
- It's the feeling of love from my family and friends

10)What are the requirements from your other half?
- Must be a strong Christian.

11)What kinds of feelings you hate the most?
- The feeling of being left behind. It hurts so much until now....

12)Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
- I hope yes...

13)What do you want to do in the future?
- EVERYTHING!!!!!!

14)What is the most important thing in your life?
- God

15)What do you feel last night?
- Accomplished ( I finished drama homepage!!!)

16)Who do you hope to always be there for you?
- Everyone!!!!!!!!

17)When do you think the world will end?
- I don't know.

18)The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
- You so wuliao. You're not even God.

19)What do you think of the person who tagged you?
- She gets nervous and shows it...like sOOOooOOOO obvious...

20)What do you want to know right now?
- EVERYTHING!!!!!

Then add 5 people in you list and list them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! =)
- Don't want tag anyone.

God bless all of you!

I miss Drama!!!

2008-05-27T18:23:00.003+08:00

Drama Team 2007 (Ms Lyd is acting cute!!!)

I missed the drama practice today due to period pain.
And I have not bath the whole day today. I definitely smell nice.

What?
Gilakah got drama practice during holiday?
Yup. This is SMK Chung Hua Miri if you have forgotten. Kiasu and kiasi school of all time.

Yesterday wasn't considered a drama practice for me cause I had a mental breakdown. I'm okay now not because the problems are solved but because this is life and I'm not gonna make a "huu-haa" about them.

Though period pain is very painful, I find it miraculous that I always have my 1st day of period (the most painful day) during holidays or weekends. I believe this is God's work.

I miss drama team!!!!
I'm so worried about the competition too!!! It's like few weeks to go!!! (*.+)

I miss doing photoshop too. It's not like everyday I get inspired. Or else I'll be the next Leornado Da Vinci lor. Chung Hua drama website is hardly been done yet. I need time!
Can donate your time to "Lynette's Please Donate Your Time Organization"?

I worried about Jemimah too. She fell down when we were playing "Belalang, Belatok" game during camp. At 1st she was complaining which made me worried. And after I told her she was fated to fall down by God and stuff, she suddenly changed and turned kuckoo( gila). She was like, " Yaya.. Fated to fall..ahahahahah...fated....ahahahahahaha". And she laughed again.
o.O
I'm even more worried now about her sudden insaneness.

Sorry

2008-05-26T17:28:00.003+08:00

I'm having some mental disturbance due to my family problem.
That's why I didn't want to talk much.
I'll only share this problem with the people who knows the experience.

If not, just pray for me will do.

I've Changed

2008-05-25T17:57:00.005+08:00

For The Better.

I went there ( KEC Church Youth Camp 08' at Tropical Rainforest Resort 23-25May 08). With the feeling of worried. Afraid of being dissapointed by it.

In fact, I didn't really expect ANYTHING from there at all.

I was...
Wrong.

The 1st day
Nothing much really happened. The organisers introduced themselves. The speaker is Pastor John from SIB Skyline, Sabah. He brought two other asistants with him. Ah! I only remember one of their names. Sorry! Please forgive me! I don't mean to forget your name!
By the way, one of the asistants name is Malvin (Melvin?Mulvin?Mavin?.. =.=). I remember him well cause his skin is SOOOOOOOOO FAIR. Probably the male version of snow white. Pastor John also always kacau him during his sermons which is why I remember his name too! Again, he's so freakin' fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Almost white!!!!!!!!!

The 2nd day
The first sermon. I cried like lambir waterfall. I should be a different person. No. I must. While I was sobbing endlessly, I thought and spoke to God. I thought of friends, family and school. A sense of regret clicked me. Why am I acting like anyone else who are non-believers? Why am I enjoying my life? Why can't I be a role model? Why is my mindset like the other people out there in this world? Why do I keep skipping youth fellowship?
Pastor asked us about success. I felt everything I've been doing seemed meaningless.
Success is fulfilling God's purpose for you.
It was the first time I cried hard for I don't know how long. Well until my eyes swelled badly.

How to be different? We must not do things on own. I'm sure almost everyone is doing things on their own. With their own planning. With their own effort. If you sit quietly alone, think. What are doing these things for? What is your purpose in life? Have you ever felt lonely when you're alone?

I've decided, on the 24th of May 2008, I'll make a difference to everyone in this world.
I'll work hard to what God wants me to be.
I'll evangelize.
To all believers of Jesus, Evangelism is not an option. It's a command.

At night,
Pastor John taught us about sex.
What is adultery? You might think adultery is just cheating your husbands or wives or premarital sex. No. Shockingly worse, just by thinking about dirty thoughts is adultery.
It's okay when you see a beautiful human pass by and say," She's/He's good looking." It's wrong when you start imagining things and keeps thinking about that person.
Let's talk about masturbation. It's devastating to know that most men masturbate. When you masturbate, you'll imagine things. That's adultery. It's also spiritually wise losing your virginity.
How to stop?
1.Guard your thoughts.
If you have already seen the porn. Don't straightaway turn it off and do nothing. Switch channels. Watch and do something more beneficial and fun. If you stop straightaway, you'll keep thinking of that thing eventhough you don't want to.
2. Guard your eyes and heart.
I don't really know how to explain this but I think it's controlling your nerves to do things you shouldn't do.
3. Find a someone you can share your everything to.
Search for someone to help control your instincts. He/She will always encourage you and ask you about your progress.
4. Build a fence.
As a teenager, I know we all love to sit alone in our room with our laptop/computer and turbo-charged extraordinary walauweh high speed internet connection. True enough, many of us abused the internet by doing things we shouldn't. How to build a fence? Maybe you can change your online place to the living room or somewhere in your house where your family members always pass by. Building a fence is like doing or stop doing things to prevent yourself from doing idiotic things.

3rd day/ last day
I learned about peace-making. I'm still hard struggling with this. It's hard to sometimes communicate with people. But I can do it and I must, with God's grace.
Pastor and his team went back to KK straightaway after the last sermon. I feel sad lah of course. I still want more of his sermons! And their laughter as well. Their laughter so rather unique. I felt like asthmatic whenever they laugh together. Can't explain in words la.

Personal thoughts after camp:
I'll really work hard to change. Not for me, cause it's meaningless. But for Him.
If you ask me what's the most fun part of this camp, I'll tell you it's the sermons. Am I kidding myself? Not friends ar? =.= No. For the 1st time, I felt hunger for listening to God's wisdom. If can, I want this camp to be at least one month. There are a lot more things I learned from this camp but I can't type that long or else it'll look like an standard english essay. Sure A1. Ahahahahahahahaha... Not funny.

Kamsahamnida. I guess I'm done here.

RainForest Resort!! Here I come!!

2008-05-23T17:58:00.003+08:00

FACE THE NATURE WITH GOD

Kimberly and I will be off to THE RAINFOREST RESORT MIRI in few minutes~
Need to type fast!!!!!!!

It's a youth camp organised by my church with the them " Dare To Be Different ".

So, please expect me to be an EMO when I return back cause they want me to be different after the camp.

I hope I won't be dissapointed in this camp. I hate being let down. I'm just worried.
I won't be bringing camera since they said: " You're the participant. How are you going to take pictures?" Geez.

We're not allowed to use phones, mp3s, ipods, etc too. I feel like a stone age person suddenly.

Erm. So......... BYE!!!!! ( will be back on Sunday!)

Don't feel like...

2008-05-16T20:41:00.002+08:00

BLOGGING.

Burning Midnight oil for My dearest Exam

2008-05-11T21:53:00.004+08:00

I'm planning to study till midnight. It's rare for me to do this. I hardly can study for 2 hours.
I ended playing and talking just now. =.=

However, everyone's asleep now. Unless you tell me to syok sendiri? No way. Maybe yes. But still no.

Oh. Did I mention that the subject I'm planning to study now is BAHASA MALAYSIA?

Mother's day Bookmarks

2008-05-10T16:46:00.009+08:00

I made them for my church's Mother's day.
Now, it's for the public also. (^. +)

You can save it and print it out.

1st Bookmark

Front Part

Back Part ( The cube space is for your special message.)

2nd Bookmark

Front Part

Back Part ( The cube space is for your special message )

3rd Bookmark

Front part

Back Part ( The Cube space is for your special message )

Better print with bubble-jet printer. My cipalang printer not good. =.=

Happy Mother's Day.

(Extra: My preparation for my semester test which in two days? Two words - Die lo. )

Sibuk

2008-05-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

Must be happy though busy.

I don't think I'll be blogging these few weeks. It takes to much time >.<
24 hours is not enough.

BoA Photoshop Make-over

2008-05-04T13:26:00.008+08:00

I read BoA's blog.
And she posted this picture on the 24th of April. She also said that she had been busy preparing for her concert tours all around Japan. ( She's Korean btw )

I love her jacket!!!!
But Japan stuffs are so expensive. I bet the jacket is at least RM1000.

Poor BoA. She looks so tired. Look at her eyebag. So, I decided to photoshop her!

Tools used in photosohp:
- Liquify! But BoA is already thin. So, I just widen her smile and her eyes a bit.
- Brush! I used colour burn style so that the make-up looks more natural.
- Blur tool! To get rid of the eyebag.

I changed her nails into green colour. Ahahahahaha... Cannot resist ba...

I want to say this again. I love her jacket!
BoA! Give it to me when you're not wearing it anymore, can?