Untitled eh.

I don't know what to do. I'm so stressed out.
Seems like everything is trying to suffocate me.

God please help me..

A dedication to the 'rawr and miao' team. ;)

4th July 2009




Balance is something I'm craving this year.

The drama team this is year is nothing but a MIRACLE.

At first, we lost all our professional casts excluding Kimberly. ( Sarah-June, Dean, Michelle and Charlene.)

We were lost.

Then towards the end of the 2008, Ms Lydia moved to Kuching.

We were heartbroken.

When drama just started, Ms Tiong was ordered to another school in a week's time.

Our hopes just crushed like THAT.

When Ms Tiong walked out of the hall during her very last day at CH, the light of hope turned dimmer and dimmer and dimmer...

Kimberly cried. I could feel her pain.

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Despite these unforseen circumstances,
we knew we couldn't let this team to die in this school.

Together, two of us and joined by Kurt spared our time.
We decided to start this new team with a humble beginning.

Of course, this drama would not have succeeded if it weren't for the extra hands of our drama seniors. They helped the Form5s' cleared the fogs so that we would be less burdened.

Our new drama teachers are AMAZING too. Sometimes I wonder whether we are a type of unwanted stress to them. But still, they did their very best to make sure we present the best of us on stage.

Athirah and Cindy were called in the team and exempted from audition. We wanted them to show their maturity and commitment in work to the juniors. I hope the juniors learnt something from them.

Ing Tze.
I remembered I hated her during the 1st year in drama. =p ( WALAUWEH. SHE WAS SERIUOSLY DAMN STUBBORN AND ANNOYING.)
But, Jill and our ex drama teachers kept reminding us to give her chances.
We gave her uncountable chances by the years until I want to puke.
Now, I can finally see her shine.
I hope she continues learning from mistakes and start shining like a leader instead of like a member.
=D

Drama Juniors. (Those from 2008/2009)
I dare to say this, you guys are WAY talented than me.
But there is still one more thing lacking in all of you, which is TRUST.
I have doubts in trusting you guys because you have not tried your best YET.
Not just trying your best in acting, but in everything that is going to related to the team.
Be more responsible, more alert.
You guys have more energy compared to us old folks, so use them wisely.
Be independent. Don't just sit there and have fun. Do something without being told or sometimes being scolded.
Nevertheless, you guys have proven some qualities in you during the interschool competition which amazed me.


OHMG. The drama stress this year is crazy, the worst stress I have ever faced in my entire life.
Imagine I can just walk into Bistro, sit down, and straightaway cry. The tauke, waiter and waitressed looked at me with the "WTF" look.

And also, you'll usually only want to cry few minutes before announcement of result. But, I already wanted to cry few HOURS before result was announced. I was already teary and I told myself, " SHIT LA YOU LYNETTE. Cry at this hour?! People will think you're crazy." So, I tahan until few minutes before result announced.
And yes, I turned sissy that time cause I cried like an Ajumma. lmao.



Actually, I don't care anymore if any team know what are we up to this year, so I don't mind posting the team's picture up.
If anyone else is going do it like the other team, I really have no words to say lor.

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Alright, enough of Lynette's shit.

I am extremely satisfied with this year's team as long as we keep on improving in all aspects. So keep loving each other!

The 18th year old post

25th April 2009

I have no freakin' idea on what tittle to post cause I just want to throw all sorts of topic together, again. This show that how disorganized I am. T.T

I wish time can just slow down like the effects of slowing down they use everytime in a action movie. Haha.
I just want to stare at the ceiling with my mouth half-opened the whole day, doing nothing. That's how retarded I am. I did that during accounts lesson, but I didnt open my mouth lar.

Pn Shiao: Lynette tolong tulis baki ke bla bla bla....

Lynette: (Realizes) Huh? What?! What teacher? Can you repeat again? ( total blankness)

Pn Shiao: =.= Tulis baki.

Lynette: ( Even more blurness) What? What's that?!

And Reyna laughed at me, Pn Shiao saw her and instantly asked her to do another question. And everyone laughed at Reyna.

Let's go to the Reyna topic -

She told me she earned RM2000 in 2 hours. I was like ' OHMG. How you do it?!'
Found out that she swam in the sea for two hours during a sth competition and got 2nd plc. That's how the money went into her pocket.
I also want to be a swimmer!!!!!!! But I don't even know how to float on water haha.

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My 3rd driving lesson.

Instructor: Let's go to the real road.
Me: (O.O)!!!!!!!!


Sooo, off i went.

When we went back,

Instructor: Fun right?
Me: (O.O)!!!!! No....
Instructor: Why?
Me: Too scared to die.
Instructor: (Laughs)

Chinese has become my second language now, so whenever someone speaks chinese to me, I need to tapis it into English 1st then I will understand. So when the instuctor asked me to release the brake, I kept on pressing the brake. He was like, " I asked you to release!" So I answered, " (oh crap) Erm... (Inserts awkward laugh) I thought you asked me press the brake.."

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I had a dream~~~~~

I had a dream last night.
I dreamt that Changmin from DBSK was my 2nd eldest brother.

When I woke up,
I was thinking, " If only Changmin is really my brother! Wouldn't that be perfect?"

All my girl friends would be saying this to me, " OHMG!! (blushes) Your brother IS SOOOO HOTTTT "

The I'll answer back, " (Flips Hair) Of course."

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If this isn't random, I don't know what to say.

We went to Kevjumba's youtube channel during Physics lesson.

All the girls in my class who know him were all spazzing how cute he is.
Girls will always be girls, heh.

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What is crush?
How do you know that is your crush?
Is it just by the looks or what?

Tell me!!!!
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I miss myself acting as "BoA" and Kurt acting as an interviewer during the English impromptu oral.


Kurt: So what do u think about your performance with DBSK?

Me: Hmmph.. Well, they are just a bunch of amateurs....

Kurt: What's your opinion on reaching 1 millions sales on your album?

Me: Well, I kinda expected that.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think my class hates me from that day onwards.

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English Drama

Though I'm Form5 this year, but I can't leave them. So I'm still joining this year. WIth two of our significant figures gone this year, we have nothing but just to move forward.

2006- I don't want to emperor
2007- A tale of Nalepura
2008- Yeo's retirement
2009- Lynette is so perfect

Haha. So vain. If any of you want to help us out, but you must be from Chung Hua. Go 5s2 CARI SAYA.


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I should like people calling me religious.

I want to go to heaven bah.
Calling me religious just gives me confirmation that I'm going to heaven. =)

Smaller but better

13th April 2009



All it matters --- time.

The soul inside is twitching. Crawling, lost in the midst of the cushioned intestines.

All it needs --- time.

It will prevail.

Singapore/Kuala Lumpur Speatures

23rd March 2009


Well, mostly Singapore pictures.
Had to walk from morning until late at night in order just to cover the Merlion's land in 4 days 3 nights.

Again, speature means Speak + Picture.
Therefore, let the pictures speak for themselves. Though I find a lot of them quite pointless. Swt.

Cable car from Sentosa Island

Walking on the way to Orchard.

Window view from Concorde Inn KLIA.

Flamingos.

Bridge view.

Sentosa...

Night SahhhhhhhhhhhhFARIIIIIIIIII

It shines.... Oh... It SHINES...

You'll end up like this if you walk the whole day in flip flops. =O

CHINATOWN<<<<

CHINATOWN AGAIN...::<><><><

Sentosa

Changi airport.

Zoo

Done!
I didn't have the energy to focus the place cause I was just doing non-stop walking.
Tehee. Bye bye.

It is about time a penguin to fly.

10th March 2009

I've lost the soul of studying. I don't get nervous anymore. Well, maybe when I get my crappy results then I'll panic, then people will start looking down on me. That's when they think they are clever in their world.

I can't wait to get out of High School. I feel like an outcast day by day. Six years in a conservative Chinese School is not a suitable habitat for an emo looking person like, me.

I realised that I have a 4-dimensional character. But since I have a really pathetic face, I often look emo. I tend to have more topics to talk to myself than to talk to people. I'm sure heaven will be an awesome place for me as I just need to worship God everyday without thinking, " Er... What should I say?"


And again, the more I think, the more I despise the the piece of land I'm studying in now. Everything just doesn't make sense to me.

I hate people who conclude theories/statements/facts when all they know is base of the very base to think they are have the ability to think.

They are blinded by the truth that even a one-day old Isaac Newton is way cleverer than their brains. This why investigators, scientists, forensic blahs come in. This is for them to conclude those things. As for us, the rakyat jelata, should just shut up and watch. But don't shut too much like I do, or else you'll end up like me, "Er... What should I say?"


Lynette's Entertainment News
I can't wait to get BoA's 'Look Who's talking' digital version when her album is out in the world market! (17th March 2009)
I hope they have it in Singapore cause I'll be over there. ( imagine the sakai-ness)

BoA's really busy these days. Flying from US to Japan, Japan to US for numerous times in just a matter of a month! Imagine the jetlag she's enduring!

I've been playing wii these days. Okami is really giving me a hard time! It's an adventure wii game. I've been playing it for 14 hours now, but I'm now only at the 45th video out of the 161 videos that one person recorded in youtube! I really want to finish off this game fast!!!!



Enquiry: Is it possible for me to take arts based degree if I do not take Seni for SPM (I'm a full science student)? For instace, digital design, media..... Can? I may not take those as my major degree, but I will take them later in life cause they are part of my life goals.

Solution

25th February 2008

This thought has nothing to do with with any of my recent events.

I don't believe in friends. I only believe in friend. Friends only exist in times of happiness. I just think it's true.